Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Mellifluous-Flowing with honey or sweetness

"The truth is that life is delicious, horrible, charming, frightful, sweet, bitter, and that is everything." -Unknown


Ready for an update? Here it goes....my life has been filled with many amazing (and chaotic) things recently. My older sister just got married to a really amazing guy, which I am very excited about because that means my "aunt hood" shouldn't be too far away. I had the opportunity to go see my younger sister in one of her dance shows a few weeks ago and she is so talented, I just love watching her dance. I am still in pursuit of "happiness," but as you all know (if you know me) I am overall a very happy girl in general...so not much to be done there.


I have been in a very indecisive state the past couple months. I can't seem to make up my mind about what path to take...or what path God wants me to take. I know that I am not in charge of everything that happens in my life and I can't control everything. I've been disappointed enough times to know that the things that I have wanted to happen, didn't happen for a reason. Part of me wants to take a big leap faith and experience a new city, a new circle of friends, and just grow as a person....the other side wants to stay home and remain home close to my family and the friends I already have. I love the life I have...but I guess I'll always want more. My standards for myself are way too high...oh well, guess that is why I am still single. 







































Monday, October 11, 2010

Tizzy: A state of nervous excitement or confusion

"When it comes to the future, there are three kinds of people: those who let it happen, those who make it happen, and those who wonder what happened."
-Anonymous


It is near the middle of October and I continue to search for my purpose in the world. There are many things that I want to accomplish in my life...the question of where and how to begin seem to be stalling me the most. 


I have big dreams that excite me...and I do plan to make them happen. Over four years ago I made the decision that I wanted to go to school to study interior design because I wanted to have a chance to influence the way people work and live. I went to one of the best interior design programs in the country (which as luck would have it-was only 2 hours away from home) so that I could pursue this dream. Four years later I hold a degree from that program, and let me just say it did not come easy. I had many melt downs and many all-nighters, but it was all worth it because I am one step closer to achieving one of my many goals.


I am currently working in a small dance boutique in my hometown (which I do love), but I am still searching for the job that will allow me to utilize all of the knowledge and skills that I acquired so that I can  have a part (no matter how small) in the spaces that people use. 

In this blog, look forward to reading about my on-going job search in this impossible economy, the rather unfortunate struggles of a college graduate, and the everyday happenings of yours truly.